Down by the river, beside the red
tiled cottage
resembling the ones seen
on new-year greeting cards, the canopy clouds
over the road like a distended brain
watching over a singular vein.
There, under this brain, we first decide
to kiss—we decide in the way big board
meetings come to conclusion about the immediate
action items after reviewing insights
from their annual revenue report. Only here the mandate
for retrospection is long
gone for our dioxide doused bodies, the split second
chemistry between any maiden pair
of lips more awkward, less suave
and definitely less congratulatory
than that of most corporations. The wind creams
our craters, cradles our peaks, extending the evening
for a bit. Crepuscular animals in their night-vision
goggles approve. The muffled hum
of the overlooking brain— it seeks, it learns, it yearns
to be a philomath, watches me daily
clean pores, shave hairs, scrub calves
caked deep in mud. To keep the brain entertained,
I exhibit in bleeding trance
the full range of my
unspectacularity: tantrums and hangovers,
the relentless cursing and distasteful jokes, the grudges
and persisting titillation. When lightning strikes,
a hymnal neuron snakes
up my feet. Ribs flicked, I hiss
at the horizon smog my vaulting tongue. The longer
we kiss, the longer I pray. The longer the brain, half-lush
and mush-gold, feeds me
thirst. The leaves blade sullied moonlight
into crisp whispers of new
mothers. Below, two scabby mouths crane into one,
heads glued tight, genes engrossed
to shape an eight, making a quick pool of skin to catch
the infinite needles of rain.
Satya Dash is the recipient of the 2020 Srinivas Rayaprol Poetry Prize and a finalist for the 2020 Broken River Prize. His poems appear in Poet Lore, ANMLY, Waxwing, Rhino Poetry, Cincinnati Review, and DIAGRAM, among others. Apart from having a degree in electronics from BITS Pilani-Goa, he has been a cricket commentator. He has been nominated previously for Pushcart, Best of the Net, Orison Anthology and Best New Poets. He grew up in Cuttack and now lives in Bangalore, India. He tweets at @satya043.